Wednesday Morning Musings

As I was on my morning walk with Sunny this morning, I was having a conversation with no one really, talking out loud to the space that is beside me  all the time.

I was reflecting on my journey, but specifically the one I’ve been on for the last few months. I’m in amazement and awe by the way! When I think back on all I have sought and learned in an effort to FEEL my connection to the All - not just know it in an accepting kind of way but to feel the depth and magnitude of what that truly means to live it. Yes, I’ve had many moments where I’d say, where did that thought come from or did I really write that, but I always knew more was waiting for me.

This got me thinking about one of my first encounters with my unseen companion. It was pretty early on - and I asked can I give you a name and will you respond? The visual I get from just that simple little question is an image of my spiritual team celebrating in lavish fashion all in sync saying ”Yay she’s finally here.” It makes me smile from ear to ear. And in that question - everything changed inwardly, externally some would say nothing has changed. How funny is that!

This connection is with me all the time and the moment I say or think “Anton”whether it’s HI, Good Morning as I am greeting the birds and flowers or a full on conversation, I am immediately in a space of grounded contentment.

I don’t know if I am describing it in away that you can feel but if you get even a hint of “that feeling” you’ll understand.

My deepest desire is to help others feel their connection, have this sense of peace and have trust in themselves and the unseen supporters of this human experience. Because as I imagine it….they are ecstatic, in way we can’t even fathom when we open, expand and say “What if.”